i really dont want to ever get married. like y does everyone find tt so surprising or like... i dunno something tt is not good? i know tt time the lady at the church camp was like tokking to us and she was saying tt pple hu dont want to get married say so normally cos of insecurity or fear or pride or something... maybe tts y i dun wanna get married either but i really dun see the pt. its not like i will not be doing my national duty... i plan to adopt lots (10) of kids! but like. i just dun want a husband...y is tt hard to understand? paul din get married either and God really used him and he was like the first missionary and he served God all the better cos of his single status.den tt time andre was liek saying tt its like qt bad tt i dun want to be tied down to one person and i guess when u just say liddat it does sound bad lah but i mean tt i dun want to like invest so much and have someone invest so much in me and then get myself mired up in rubbish when we get bored of each other. of cos there is the alternative tt we DONT get bored of each other...but i dont think i have met anyone tt i wont get bored of yet. hu isnt a girl tt is haha... jac become les with me! :p

anyway yst was the last day of the nats... was really qt a fun time and i think tt our team rocks! the juniors gave us cool and sweet presents which were really nice!! and we ate SO much ok... i like almost died haha... marcus chia is a BTTOMLESS pit! he just kept eating ok! madness haha... and me and zy made a "cake" for him and amanda which they din eat!! sobz. haha... ok nvm. tml another buffet... im dead! haha... today i was so sleepy in sch cos i slept at 3 last night so i left early went hoem to sleep haha... i know im a pig ok. nvm. at least i sorta did some work... compiled a list of lect notes and tuts tt i dun have or haven copy yet! its a start i guess haha... and i made a schedule to study... i feel so inspired now :)and i will NEVER have enough time to watch black adder!! faster dex make a date with me! i din schedule in any going out time haha... :s anyway tml going out with rena and dex haha... watching arthur! :) she came down yst to see me heehee. i made her wet! :) and i think eminem rocks haha... i like his songs! its like so not me haha... as in its so angry and i dunno... dark... but i like it! its nice and i can bob my head to it heehee.